" Kejarlah kehidupan yang mulia , dan kematian yang syahid "
Somehow my mind came out with this beautiful story .
Yes , for me I think it is really , really a beautiful story .
Y'know , when your friends are pursuing their study , and you chose the different pathway from them ; which is doing some job , its going to be hard .
I can't imaging how hard it is .
You've to ignore peoples' talk , you've to bear your friends talking about the college , and university and how tough their class was . You've to bear the negative thinking of others' : why you've to choose this path ? Why you didn't pursuing your study ? And there are many whys that came from those people . If I was them , I'll asked the same question too .
Y'know , its really hard , and I can't even imaging how hard it is , really .
How he can bear the situation ?
How he can ignore the peoples' talk ?
How can he be so strong ?
To live in the hard situation .
And not to forget , how he can manage the job he do ? Like , yes seriously not many people are strong as he is .
He must had a lot of sabr to stick with what he do .
The fact is , he got the chance to pursue his study for the degree , but yeah , it was not his passion to continue in Culinary .
It was 30th of January .
He said , the result will came out at 3.00 pm .
I was waiting for the text .
And prayed hardly .
Cause I can't imaging how frust he will if he didn't get his degree this time .
I was waiting , till I got very sleepy , and slept for awhile .
When I woke up , I read the text he gave to me .
And , wallahi I was about to cry .
Like seriously ?
He did it .
Allah gave the chance to him for pursuing his study in degree .
You really don't know how grateful I was .
MashaaAllah , O Allah , thankyou for this oppurtunity .
Alhamdulillah .
Y'know , when I was joking around , that I was dreaming about ' Mat ' and not Oppa ?
And I also said that , it was not MatLuthfi but ' Mat lain ' .
And I also said ' biarlah rahsia ' , right ?
I was not ready to tell you yet what I was dreaming about .
The truth is , I was dreaming that ,
the parents , I don't know whose parents they were but I believed they were yours
Doing their sujood syukur .
When I woke up that day , I was like , ' O Allah , please , make this dream to be happen '
And Alhamdulillah , it was happen , and Allah has answered our prays , aite ?
When I went to Tanta , and y'know that there's no hijaab of musafirins' doa ?
I was praying that you'll get the degree , the degree that you really want , the degree that you passionate of .
I was also praying that I'll not have to repeat any papers for this year , and that I can go back to Malaysia in early of this May . Amiin .
Y'know , this really a good story of Sabr , and Doa .
I didn't know if this is the power of your Sabr , or the power of peoples' doa , or yeah it must really both !
Because , He'll gave to you when its come to the perfect time :)
Y'know , now you're better than others cause you've more experience than they have , didn't Allah's plan is beautiful enough ?
Y'know , when you feel really down , that you'll fall to the bottom , that you'll give up in life , just remember this story .
The beautiful of Sabr , Doa and Him .
P/s : I'm sorry , for the grammatical error , it just my story won't come out in Bahasa Melayu , and I afraid that I'll forget this story , so I'm sorry . And please , pray for my final 3rd semester . Really , I'm not ready yet T.T
