Kebergantungan

Assalamualaikum semua.

I want to share with you this one story.

I found it so interesting. Well at least for me.

I had a meeting just now. A very long one tho. 

After my class ended at noon, I went for a lunch and immediately attended the meeting. 

And yes at 10pm I just came back.

So happy to see my lovely bedroom again after a very long tiring day!

While waiting for people to come, there were a lots of caring people asked me if I'am doing fine or not. How the PSD progression? They told me to ask them for help if I need one.

I were so grateful to have these kind of people. That always support each other in doing good deeds for society.

There was one girl, came to me and we had a short talk.

"Na, okay tak? Are you keep your health healthy? How are you doing? How's the PSD progression? Kenapa muka nampak risau sangat?" She asked.

"Hm entahlah kak. Futur deh. Duit program tak cukup banyak nih. Tak tahu dah nak cari mana. Dah cut macam-II bajet but yet still tak cukup. And PSD 3 hari lagi kak" I replied. Feeling want to cry at that time, seriously.

"Hm berapa tu yang tak cukup?" Dia tanya balik.

"Adalah kak." Segan nak bagitahu masalah program sendiri sebenarnya.

"Na, apa tujuan na jadi Timbalan Pengarah PSD?" She asked. Calmly.

"To help people. Untuk lancarkan gerak kerja kak. Siapa lagi nak terima taqdiman jawatan kalau bukan kita yang faham ni kak?" I said. Trying hard to apply what I learnt, from Islam; 'Sebaik-baik manusia adalah manusia yang bermanfaat kepada orang lain'

"Jadi. Apa tujuan PSD nih diadakan agak-II awak?" Dia tanya balik. 

"Utk ajak org bersukan cara Islam, kak. Tutup aurat, ikhwah akhawat diasingkan tempat sukan. Nak kata Islam tu syumul kak" Jawab aku, tersekat-sekat. Tahu, akak sedang menguji tahap kefahaman aku.

"Jadi wak. Bila tujuannya utk Islam, awak takkan tak percaya Allah akan tolong awak? Takkan Allah nak biar pulak gerak kerja awak stagnant, padahal niat awak mmg terang-II utk Islam. Refleks balik tahap kebergantungan awak kat Allah. Jangan risau sangat. Everything eventually will be fine." She calmed me down.

Sentap.

Tiba-tiba insaf sendiri.

Dimana tahap kebergantungan aku dekat Dia.

I asked myself.

Then we focused to our meeting.

The meeting ended well, and someone gave me something.

"Nah, hope this will help you a lil. Be tough! PSD wil be great, don't worry. We all will pray hard for you and the AJKP!"

I went home, and looked up the things that I've received.

Guess what, there were a lot of money in there. And I counted.

LE 807!

'Ya Allah, how come people are so kind-hearted to give this much of money.'

That was exactly the amount we needed T.T (Plus lebih LE 7 lagi)

And when I read my whatsapp, there was one of my AJKP texted this things;

"Alhamdulillah, sumbangan peribadi yang saya peroleh harini is LE 700"

And I just like, wow thats make the total up LE 1500+

And thats when I realized, pertolongan Allah tu mmg datang dari arah yang tak disangka.

Nikmat apa lagilah yang kita dustakan y.y

Tanpa Dia mmg kami tak mampu. Allah jugalah yang memampukan dan menguatkan kita.

Kuatkan kebergantungan kita pada-Nya. The good things will always happens soon, esp if you do something for Islam :)

Doakan PSD 4hb ini berjalan dengan lancar.

Doakan Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami.

Doakan Allah beri aku kekuatan fizikal dan mental.

Doakan dan doakan.

Alhamdulillah a'la kulli ni'mah, a'la kulli hal. Allah hadirkan sahabat-II yang pemurah untuk menyumbang disaat kamii memerlukan.

Syukran awi kepada insan-insan yang menyumbang. Moga Allah kira pengorbanan kalian :)

Hidup ini, perlu ada kefahaman, perlu ada keikhlasan, perlu untuk beramal, perlu untuk berjihad, perlu untuk berkorban, perlu taat akan pimpinan, perlu tetapkan pendirian, perlu bertajarrud, perlu berukhwah dan perlu tsiqah terhadap pmpinan dan sahabat-sahabat kita.

Sebagaimana Imam Hasan gariskan dalam kitabnya Risalah Taalim <3 p="">